Always in movies they have the corny lines of how to find yourself. I couldn’t possibly count the times were there’s a dramatic seen ware the man turns around and says in a passionate whisper.. ”some day you will find yourself and I will be here waiting”. Most people when you ask them about themselves they get in a quiver of ummm I like .. and umm I love. I believe it takes a big bang in your life to make you think wow I’m this way. Or maybe the big bang puts you in a spot where you’re stuck. Where your living everyday wondering who you are. You could also be the one who strongly THINKS I repeat THINKS they know. You live your life living breathing and thinking you know. In the end the people closest to you probably know your nothing but a confused clusterfuck of a mess.
Really, when you think about it the things you say you like ,do you really like them? Are you saying that because your searching and searching in your head for something. Then you think I did that yesterday, I liked that , then you say it out loud. You think wow was it really that hard? It’s like in kinder garden when the teacher puts a piece of paper in front of you and some paints.. “paint what you like”. I like cookies, my mom, and my blanket. Hm..
I could spend days watching people walk by me. Making up an in depth story about them because of the look on their face, the color they are warring, or the way they walk. Some would say I have too much time on my hands. I would say no ,you live in a box. Sometimes when you’re sitting in the background you learn the most about people. People always have a story and most of the time they have no idea.
My reasoning in this full story book is simple. Do you ever know who you are?During changing and loving and fighting and thinking and watching.. do you really?
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